Where is All This Going?

Several years ago, a group of friends and I went on a field trip to walk a labyrinth.  It was interesting to do this personal spiritual practice alongside a larger spiritual community. We all started in the same place, of course, but we began at different times and progressed at different rates so we never were in the same place at the same time. We were all in various places but we were all on the same path. images

When you walk a labyrinth, at first it feels a bit like a maze with a pathway that twists and turns. But unlike a maze, in a labyrinth there is never a dead end; there is always a way forward. Sometimes we would be oh so near the center and then the way would spiral around until we found ourselves almost back to where we had started.

Sometimes there would be a long trek on a straight, steady path and then, unexpectedly, everything turned and our orientation would be completely readjusted.

The Christian practice of walking a prayer labyrinth developed centuries ago as a mini-experience of holy pilgrimage with Jerusalem as its center. These days, many Christians who engage in this spiritual practice understand the center not as a geographic place but rather as an experience, an awareness of God.

In the practice of a labyrinth prayer, first we go inward in order to ponder who we are, who we are with God, and what all this means. Our prayer first takes us inward, toward our Center.

Then we step into the center of the labyrinth and there we rest, envisioning ourselves at rest in the very heart of God. After resting and just being, the path turns outward again. The way of our pilgrim prayer moves us back into our world where we live out the love we have met; where we follow Christ’s commandment to love one another.

Walkers of this way understand that all of us journeyers are in varied places, encountering different experiences and gaining different insights and we embrace and celebrate those differences as we love one another.

Walkers of this way also understand that our “center” is not one location; rather the whole labyrinth – our entire journey of faith – is embraced within THE Center, the Ground of all being. Everything in all creation is enveloped and enfolded by the One who is Love and Truth and Reality.

As we read the Genesis stories, we hear God’s call for Abram to “go,” to enter the pilgrim’s life and leave everything familiar and comfortable. Abram is called to walk away from land and home and family and to walk toward a totally unknown future in his labyrinthine way with God.

(That’s impressive to me in a deep spiritual sense, but also in a very practical way because when archeologists’ describe Abram’s hometown in Ur of the Chaldees, they say Abram may well have had running water and indoor toilets! Walking away from indoor plumbing in order to live as a nomad in a tent is more faithfulness than I could probably muster!)

Abraham’s faith and faithfulness is legendary and has become the foundation of the religious faith of most of the people on our planet. Abraham is the founding father of Jews, Christians and Muslims – the “father of many nations” – and his example of faith gives us a touchstone while we figure out how we too might be a blessing to the nations of the earth in which we live.

But the Abraham narratives also show us how often he stumbled in his walk with God. We read about his misstep of fear when he told local kings that his wife was his sister and he let them take her into their harems. We read about Abram being tripped up by Sarah’s manipulations to have a son by using and abusing the slave woman Hagar. Abraham’s journey in faith happened stage by stage and step by step; his walk with God was in fits and starts and twists and turns. When we actually read these stories for ourselves instead of hearing them yet again in their children’s version, we can recognize what a mixed bag our Bible heroes really are. But even with Abram’s imperfect faith, we see in him a stubborn faithfulness that helps all of us mixed bag followers to hope against hope that God is more faithful than we can ever be.

In our New Testament, Abraham was a pivotal a figure for the apostle Paul as Paul read and re-read the ancient stories and reinterpreted the historic faith of Judaism in light of the Christ event. In the letter to the Romans, Paul draws extensively from the story of Abraham as he argues his point that – even though God has done a whole new thing in the universe in the event of Jesus Christ – still God’s work of making things right in the world, of making people right with God has been going on for a very long time.

Hoping against hope (Paul says), Abraham believed that he would become ‘the father of many nations,’ according to what was said: ‘So numerous shall your descendants be.’ He did not weaken in faith when he considered his own body, which was already as good as dead (for he was about a hundred years old), or when he considered the barrenness of Sarah’s womb.  No distrust made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong in his faith as he gave glory to God, being fully convinced that God was able to do what he had promised.  Therefore his faith ‘was reckoned to him as righteousness.’

(Romans 4:18-22)

New Testament scholars and pastors Gene Boring and Fred Craddock consider what this means in their excellent resource, The People’s New Testament Commentary. Here is part of their reflection:

Paul’s own faith is centered on the God who raised Jesus from the dead, the God who generates hope when there is no hope, the same God who acted in the ‘dead’ bodies of Abraham and Sarah to give new life… For Paul, all those such as Abraham who trust in God’s impossible promises have resurrection faith – even though they may never have heard of Jesus.

Now that’s a hopeful interpretation! If Abraham is the father of the faithful, then surely ALL people whose faith points them to the one true God – no matter what they might call the One who is beyond all names, no matter what they might understand about how that hope has been accomplished – surely still this is faith that God honors and claims and reckons.

All who trust in God’s impossible promises have resurrection faith – even though they may never have heard of Jesus.”

No matter where we are on our labyrinthine journey of faith, at all our different stages and places, any faith that holds on to God’s impossible possibilities and leads us toward The Center, any faith that leads us to love one another is faith that God ‘reckons as righteousness.’

Boring and Craddock observe something else helpful in this Christian reflection of the Abraham story. Consider their explanation of this idea of “reckoning:”

Paul’s term ‘reckoned, counted as righteous’ has legal connotations, but it does not mean that a judge treats the accused ‘as if’ they are not guilty. Rather, in Paul’s argument, God’s pronouncement of ‘righteous’ is performative language that creates the reality it pronounces. Those who trust in God are declared righteous – and so they are .

  • A minister pronounces: “You are husband and wife…” and something happens. Performative language.
  • An umpire calls: “Strike!” … and so it is. Performative language.
  • Paul proclaims that – because of the work of God and the Word of God made visible in Jesus Christ – the guilty are “right” and sinners are “righteous” … and so we are. Performative language.

In God’s work of justification and reckoning, an alternative reality comes into existence without our aid; it is God’s work. And so any faith that hopes against hope in God’s impossible possibilities, any faith that leads us toward The Center is faith that God will ‘reckon as righteous.’

In the Gospel of John, we also find that the Abraham story has special significance for John’s Jesus. “Before Abraham was, I AM,” he claims (8:56). “I AM the Way- Truth-Life” (14:6).

For the Christians in John’s community, following Christ “in the way” meant their lives were immersed in The Way of God that has been unfolding throughout history – even before Abraham. And yet here, in this one Jesus the Christ who is the Way of God, all our journeys of faith are included. Like a cosmic labyrinth, God’s Christ encompasses all creation: every beginning, every ending and every step in between: “even though they may never have heard of Jesus” – Boring and Craddock remind us.

creroadJourney is and has always been the way of the people of God. Journey is an important metaphor that stands in opposition to seeing ourselves as a settled people. Settled faith becomes comfortable, safe, predictable. We easily become set in our ways and even stuck.

That’s why an intentional and disciplined faith journey is crucial. Even when we journey in fits and starts as Abraham did; even when we don’t know where we’re going or exactly what we’re doing; even when we make mistakes or refuse what God is unfolding before us – even so we, like Abraham, can ‘hope against hope’ that all this is going somewhere – somewhere good and right.

Like Abraham, who saw the fulfillment of God’s promise not with human eyes but with the eyes of hope and confidence, we too entrust ourselves to the One who is our Eternal Center, the One who generates all hope. And that reminds us why we need each other, why we need spiritual community – to encourage each other, to embody hope for one another throughout the journey.

Whenever we see ourselves journeying with Abraham, on the move with Paul, following Christ in the Way – then we can live with confidence that in this journey of understanding, of thought, of theology, of practice, of life, we are going somewhere. Even though we may feel sometimes like we’re going around in circles, maybe what we really are doing is progressing through the spiraling path of a cosmic labyrinth that God is unfolding before us.

ebdac42e2261320017dc5238daec57dd Where is all this going?

I wonder is that really ours to know? When we live our lives in God’s labyrinth, we simply follow the path that God opens up before us. We are called to take the next step and then the next step after that. We are called to faithfulness.

 

Charlotte Vaughan Coyle

 

Living in The Story reflections for Week 4: Abraham

Genesis 12-20, Romans 4-8, John 13-17, Psalms 23, 25

 

Eugene Boring and Fred B. Craddock, The People’s New Testament Commentary (Louisville: Westminster John Knox Press, 2004), 478-479.

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Charlotte Vaughan Coyle

Charlotte Vaughan Coyle

Charlotte lives and blogs in Paris TX. She is ordained within the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) and a graduate of Brite Divinity School in Ft. Worth.

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